hello thur,

Was supposed to dinner with you and Rausyan tomorrow. I really dont feel like going at all. The only thing that is pulling me there is that i promised Rausyan i would meet him. If i had the guts to meet him by myself, trust me i would. I thought it was going all fine until you texted me that "is it cool if Palley comes along tomorrow?". That moment i really dont feel like talking to you ever again. Why are you so "over" him that you have to bring him along? I couldnt make the decision at all. I texted Rausyan and he told me he's fine with it. Well... okay den. I decided that i wanted to see how "great" he is that you are all so "sticky" to him. You love him so much that you forgot who your friends are. You forgot how you met him. I wished i didnt let you meet him at all. But how possibly can it be that you love him so much when he started off as a online boyfriend? Up till now, i dont see how good he is. I know how over-protective and stuffs he is. He was contradicting himself when we were quarreling. I guess he's a big liar. Even Aishah thinks he's a liar. I wish your parents will know about him soon so they will break the two of you apart... Im not trying to be mean or anything but i think he's not a good guy. The earlier the heartbreak, the lesser the pain. You even broke your "Malay rules" when youre with him... I hope you dont do anything wrong. Seriously i just opppose you and him together. You really change so much. Maybe its just me that is not moving.