hello thur,

You & you. Whenever i see the blue toy-keychain thingy on the shelf, i really want to teleport back to that day. Which the guy(?) who threw the thing into the music room storeroom while i was reading Yakuza Moon alone while the others went for lunch. But the Malay dancers were practicing in the music room. I wished i went to chase that person who threw it in. I wished i knew who the person was. If im not wrong, it happened during my sec2. It's been 2years plus alrdy... & i still dont know who the person is... Can you just tell me who are you and why did you throw it in?! Was it really for me or was it meant for someone else or you just found the window open so you threw it in or whattksdjfoajege?! Sigh i really want to know who are you.
I feel like texting you so much but im holding back. I dont know why im holding back but i feel so distant from you. I keep thinking that you dont miss me anymore, you dont love me anymore but i just want you back. I dont know if i miss you is because you were someone who was always there for me or i have fell in love with you. Im so confused. Im always confused.... What am i supposed to do without you here?
Jogging later on, like finally. Havent exercised for ages. Hope to sweat out all my worries.