hello thur,

foreveralone Havent went out with any of my friends since Os ended. Except on 11 November, Grace was so bored so she came my house. Im like staying at home every day. Yeah... I feel like a loner sometimes. Sigh!#$@%^! Okay im gna meet Eriqa later. Holidays seem to pass really fast eh? Havent started working. Have been procrastinating when i should start work but its like the 3rd week of December alrdy. Time really flies~ I wish i could just turn back the clock to where its suppose to be and change whatever things i want and not just sit here thinking about it all day long. Im actually quite regretful thinking about how i didnt really study hard for my Os. I just kept on thinking what i should do if i got really bad results. Mum told my sist if she fail her Ns, she's only got a choice which is repeat. Ugh.. So if im gna fail my parents are gna make me repeat too?... I just realised that i havent been thinking of you. I was wondering whether; have i forgotten about you?, or isit the fact that i havent seen you for so long, or whatever.